Now that I've started to see it, from the very beginning of my life my body has been sending information that something bad was going on in it. However, it wasn't until my maturity or generally the moment I started to be more conscious about my body, that I started thinking about these signs as signals sent by my own body. Earlier, you can say, I just suffered without knowing that I was suffering, because I lacked the point of reference which health is. I have never been healthy for as long as I can remember, so I didn't know I was sick.
These signs, which finally began to come to me in adulthood as signals that are worth paying attention to as objects for analysis, were chronic runny nose extending for weeks and months almost without end, ear and tooth aches, headaches, lack of energy and will to live, swelling of the face and the whole body, bags under my eyes, loss of smell and taste, intestinal problems and a long list of other symptoms.
Before I began to perceive body signals as information, I perceived them only as anguish, weakness and suffering. I felt very bad overall and unconsciously I was trying to bring myself some relief to be able to function and take on various life activities.
For this purpose I took drugs for years, which - from my current perspective, were to remove my discomfort caused by very unpleasant symptoms and from the perspective of that time - they were supposed to bring quick relief on one hand and on the other, as further consequence lead to the condition that I instinctively sought from the beginning of my life, but I didn't know that it was called health.